...and not posting "real" content.
I'll go through the usual excuses:
1. too busy
2. work keeps me preoccupied
3. Scott keeps me preoccupied
4. too busy
...one NEW excuse that I've been thinking about lately is that if I'm happy, I don't feel/have the need to write. Kinda like writing in a journal when you're stressed out or trying to work out feelings/thoughts.
I've been thinking about me not having the desire to write much when things are working out on my end here in Alaska.
Things now are going really well! I appreciate the state of Alaska incredibly, and that appreciation grows daily.
Why am I writing now?
Because I can't sleep. Not that it's that late, but I just got off work, don't have to wake up too early tomorrow, I'm by myself, and just feel like sharing my little thoughts with whomever may decide to sit down and read them.
I have a TON of pictures to post. Even dating back to when Marianne, Alyssa & Tim visited over the July 4th holiday. What an EXPERIENCE.
I learned a lot about myself and where I came from during their visit. Scott just recently mentioned to me how he hasn't heard me talk about home or being homesick since they left....ha!! It's true!! I don't know what it is, but it's true...
I think what I experienced was eye-opening in the fact that I feel much lighter about my life here. Things are....rosier?? I feel like life here suits me really well. I'm happier. Trying things I've never done before. Been going out on a limb with my thoughts and comforts. There are several examples I'll go into later on.
I think another little part of what I was going through while my family visited was that the people in Alaska, mostly, are very true. And people live here because they WANT to live here. It's such a unique place in America to be, that it's not for everyone. And those people leave. So what we're left with in Alaska is just a bunch of oddly distinct demographic of persons.
Pretty cool.
Having family around, and frankly, just someone from home here in my new element was pretty freakin' cool. Weird, like two worlds colliding, but very cool. It was SO nice to be able to share my excitement for this land with people that I truly love, and know me. I received a very nice email from Tim telling me about his joys of the trip. I still wish that there were more fisheries open for him to really experience Alaska fishing. We'll have to better coordinate their next visit during the running of the reds on the Russian.
All in all, I really appreciate their visit. It was awesome. And I think the pictures show that:
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Rook - I am so very glad to hear that you are so happy! I have to agree, based on conversations as well as the differing tones of your posts - Alaska certainly suits you! I love to read about your adventures and even just your life in AK and the pictures are amazing!
Also - Jilene is a total cutie!
I miss you but LOVE that you are happy where you are!
Love,
E
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